Great morning..

Alhamdulillah..
today i woke up as usual..
i just feel that i m lucky i m still here...
every morning i just wish that i can woke up and see everybody that i love the most...
my mum..
my sister..
me nephews..
my friends..
and even my loved one.. *sigh.. i hope one day i'll wake up and see him beside me..*

what is more important than seeing them smiling and started a new day with happiness..
even though everybody is busy with their life..
it still counts..

hm... its a lame day..
and i looked myself at the mirror...
i start to smile...
and my heart says "i'll start this new days with a smile... and wish.. it will continue till the end of time...
or atleast.. till the end of the day...
and wish every sadness in my life is gone forever..
huh... but it wont be that fun i guess...
sadness and happiness will come along together...
like my friend suryani said, its just a matter of how we accpet and handle it..

anyway...
life is life..
day after day...
and its coming 25 years i had been through in this world..
and.. sometimes when i gave up my life..
i saw my mother... my grandmother.. and even any old people around me..
they makes me realise that.. they had been through lots and lots of sadness and hardness of life...
and.. why can't i be as tough as them?
every tears and smile they had, makes them more stronger...

so.. the conclusions is...
our experience and our life is the best teacher for us...
and.. every sadness and happiness is just an addition of our life to makes our life more interesting and colourful..
the pain will gone..
the happiness will gone..
what is left?
its just a memories...
memories that can we remembered till we closed our eyes...
and.. the memories we left for everybody around us..
wish... every day that we had been through and every day that will come is more joyfull..
more laugh...
more smiles..
and left the sadness behind even it is so hard...

by lots of love..