Something to think about..

I Always try to sit alone..
and look through the open window..
sometimes drink a cup of tea or atleast a glass of skyjuice..
actually i m not a deep thinker.. but sometimes i did it..
it is not kind of my special ability..
but by experiencing and look up my surrounding,
people around me, sometimes make me think a lot..

I always ask my self and until now i havent got the answer...
people with a good life never appreciate what they have, why?
people who once had experiencing a kind of miserable life and turn up to be the lucky person, and they never looked back..
and they never learned from the past, why?

i always wish for some kind of miracle to turn up ..
but maybe its not my time yet..
or maybe Allah want to try my patients..
or maybe if i got my wish, Allah want me to appreciate it and learned from my past..

it is not about unsatisfying..
but its about why people that is never trying so hard,
always be the lucky person?
i've experienced it many times in my life..
i always work hard for something..
but in the end i'll always be the unlucky person..

sometimes, i've think to give up and just flow with the situation..
but something inside me always struggling to get what i wish for..
and i think,
maybe i am not some kind of looser and i wont give up without trying..
even the result is still very dissapointing..

here i am..
still keep trying and still keep smiling even i havent get what i wish for..
maybe one day i'll get what i wish for..
and i'll appreciate it..

something to be remembered,
no matter in terms of things, love, jobs or anything,
when we got something so easily,
we will never appreciate it and it will dissapear so easily too..
but when we got something by trying so hard
and it is too difficult to get it,
we will appreciate it and it will remains..
the hardness of getting something is so hard to be forgotten..

like some quotes of love
"Easy Come, Easy go"
and now i have to say that,it is true...

well hopefully we can learned and we can appreciate what we got..
not all people in this world is so lucky..
so... appreciate ur marriage, ur relationship, ur children, ur things and even ur jobs..
and i think we got rarely people that is so lucky to have 2 unpermenantly government jobs in one time and receiving the same speciality as government workers ..
with lots of income and dont have to think more about money
huh.. i wish i got 1 of their jobs.. (hahaha no offence please)

my next posting will be something about things that never come true that will makes people to create their own world..
you know what i mean, something like imaginary things..
they want it to happen but it never happen and makes them living in thousands of different place that they create..
(wait till i wrote bout it ok?)