Make me strong to face everything.

assalammualaikum peeps!!
yesterday was my bad days i guess..
i just feel so empty..
but as usual, i m trying to make myself very patient and calm..
not everybody around me understand my feeling..
but i guess, all of them got their own problem to think about..

but anyway..
alhamdulillah, i think for the past few years,
every problem that came into my life make me more stronger and tougher than before..
and alhamdulillah, i think its hard for me and anyone to see my tears lately..
everyone around me always giving me an advice to cry if that will makes me feel comfortable..
but i just choose to be quiet and make me keep thinking that everything came and leaving in our life..
but in the end, i just feel it is the matter of how much can we accept every problem that keeps coming in our life..

i guess..
i should be proud of myself..
and i just pray to Allah not to test me with anything that i cant handle..
and alhamdulillah, every time Allah test me, i just feel that i m the unlucky person in this world but i always said to myself that Allah loves me and test me to be more stronger and tougher.. and every problem entering my life make me feel more closed to Allah.. alhamdulillah..

whatever happen yesterday make me think that, people with power in this world can make their own rules and can make a decision for everyone..
and i just pray to Allah that in this life everything should be so fair..
only time can tells..
and everytime i laugh very hard, i always remembered the day i cry so hard..
everytime i felt so happy, i always remembered the day i feel so sad..
everytime i felt i am so lucky, i always remembered the day i was so down...
and everytime i wish for everything, i always remembered the day i feel i never been granted my wish...
and to me.. life is so fair and everytime we want to hurt anyone's feeling, we should remembered the day when people hurt our feeling..
life is so fair.. and the day they laugh at me coz my life is miserable,
i always smile.. coz i know not only me in this world crying for the worst things happen in our life..

and pretending to feel sympathy for me is just an ignorance for me.. and i m so tired to see people trying to be an actor or actress in this life.. but anyway thanks to someone who really make my day turn to be so good.. may Allah bless u always..