berserah KepadaNya..

assalammualaikum guys..
how are you guys?
alhamdulillah i am fine.. but a bit terkilan jua lah...
i thought when i feel fine, meaning i m totally fine lah..
but then, past few days.. when i did my health check up..
i found out that, i m not fine totally..
so buat masa ani masih lagi lah membuat check up susulan and investigating my real health problem..

knowing that i m not that good these few days make me more weaker than before..
its macam apa tu ah.. not like that u lost ur hope.. its just macam melemahkan semangat bah.. but i guess, i have to get through this lah.. and kan mencari kekuatan untuk diri sendiri atu bukannya sesuatu yang mudah i guess... have to confess jua, kadang-kadang semangat dan kekuatan diri ani selain dari diri sendiri, datangnya daripada orang sekeliling kitani jua.. but i used to depend everything on myself lah.. not most lah.. tapi almost... bukan nya sombong.. tapi kenyataan..

i always tell myself that i cant give up after all that i have gone through..
bila rasa-rasa semangat ani kan hilang, i always telling myself to wake up and be myself.. and it works sometimes...

banyak pengalaman hidup ani yang sudah ku lalui.. kesedihan atu selalu berada di samping ku jua lah.. tapi kata orang, apa pun yang we lakukan, selalu ingat bahawa Allah sentiasa berada di sisi dan selalu menguji hambanya.. bukan untuk kesakitan, untuk merasai kenikmatan hidup.. correct me if i m wrong..

apa-apa pun, di samping segala yang telah ku lalui ani, i just hope that aku di kurniakan akal dan fikiran yang semakin matang, badan yang sihat.. dan bernafas dengan lega dan selalu tersenyum dengan setiap kesedihan yang di kurniakan..

and selalunya, i can advice my friend of how to solve their problem, but deep inside me, "how easy life is if i can do much better then what i can say now".. tapi alhamdulillah, meringankan beban kawan-kawan dan juga orang di sekeliling atu adalah satu pahala jua.. dan segalanya jadi pengajaran untuk diri ku sendiri..

jadinya, to all my friends out there, smile while u can, cry while you have tears, and live happily as long as we can breath... coz, life is so short.. everything we do in our life give consequences to eveyone di sekeliling and also ourself..

till here, will meet u again soon my friends.. insyallah..
assalammualaikum..