I know...

hi blog.. its just me.. and me again.. sometimes i wonder how circle of life relate us to things that we want to forget the most. all that suffer that we've been through.. all those words that we dont want to hear again... now i m in the state of confusion and sadness.. i can feel that he get annoyed by me.. all this time.. but seems i have to understand that i m not that important anymore.. for me, if i love someone.. i will never said things that will hurt him.. but.. i've been hurt by words and action lately.. i cried again.. and i m getting tired.. should i just walk away.. just like before? should i live my life just like i used to be before? should i just be alone? should i just left? dear heart.. please tell me what u feel.. dear myself.. please just love yourself more and hold on to him.. dear love.. please stop pushing me away..and please stop hurting me.. i know.. this life is not just about me.. i know.. whenever the love stop, i cant keep nagging bout it.. i know.. all those memory, i cant forget it.. i know.. when i get hurt again this time, i'll just leave.. i know.. coz.. i know myself better..