back to basic..

As'salam.. today i am a bit tired.. plus not feeling well yet.. admitted to day ward last Tuesday. anyway, its nearly 2 years since i m back to single again.. Alhamdulillah.. thanks to love one yang masih ada di sisi until now.. walaupun banyak air mata, segalanya ku jalani dengan adanya "dia" di sisi ku.. kesakitan yang selama ani ku rasakan atu kadang-kadang menjadikan aku menyisihkan diriku dari orang lain termasuk dirinya.. bukan kerana ku nada perasaan sayang.. tapi kerana aku takut lagi di sakiti.. tapi mungkin cara ku salah.. and i expect him to understand.. i did open my heart for him dari dulu lagi.. now.. i still have the feeling to be betray atu.. since perkara kana dua kan ani is still my nightmare..i m tired actually.. i hope he understand me..